Winter Memory,
I'm almost recover from my sickness... You are always the pain in me... forever will be...I really feel like thrashing him down... but i know its hurts you... yet i can't do a thing... i felt so useless... Every seconds every minute every hours every days i been waiting... I was thinking of killing him... but i know its hurts you...
You can die for him, i can die for you... what the hell can he do ? such a coward... selfish... heartless..All happen to me is caused by your simple thinking & decision... why don't you tell me earlier? I told you so much times
he or me at first... yet you don't know... drag n drag... now i'm in pain... isn't selfish...?
No other place to vent my hatred & sadness but here...
I know you wouldn't wants to see it... but one day you will regret the choice you made...
Derek